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I will delete this picture I have as a default soon; for I have to sit and ponder for now.
I have a lot running through my mind, and I'm not exactly sure how to take it.
She's leaving Sunday, and I wont be seeing her like I have every other day, for the past month.
I wound up discussing this Saturday evening, in the car. I remember hugging her for ten straight minutes with out saying a word. At that point, I felt relieved to hear that nothing was going to change. I hated to hear her say, "if you run across a really cute vegan girl, please don't hesitate on it. Call me and tell me so I don't get hurt." Hearing that made me feel like utter shit, I almost had to sit there and explain myself why I wouldn't do such a thing; let alone have any other girl like me. Honestly, there isn't any around; really.
I know one thing for sure is, I'm going to miss seeing her the way I have. All of us have to make sacrifices in our lifetime, for bad or good.
I'm about to make one that will embark my love life on a road to heaven, where I know I'll truly be happy. Is it worth it? I'm very committed; as a whole; as a person; nothing can change that.
Some how, I feel as if love is right there for the taking, and I'm too chicken shit to actually come out and say it. However, there's some contemplation on my part. I can't just sit there and say it, and not have it said back. Is it the right thing to do?
It will be there at the right time; I shouldn't have to worry. The time will come when I can say it, and when I feel it.
love is spoken word used too much, whether it's real or not, I want it to be perfect.
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[20 Oct 2005|08:29am] |
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Hey guess what, this is Richy's other journal. You know, Richy Sandberg, that kid who likes ska and acts like a dork (all the time). Yup, this is his other journal. I think I'm going to write personal entries in this thing. So if you want to be added as a friend or something, you may do so. Although, I have to kinda fix this thing up. It's been...maybe a year since I've wrote in this.
-Richy-
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im working on this... will update my friends list later!
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[15 Dec 2003|10:37pm] |
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yeah NEW THING EH!@!!! first time i ever wrote in this!
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